Competition is near!

Oh my… i’ve been looking forward to Danceworks since i was in secondary school but was never given the opportunity. This year, i was given the blessings to form a team!

From the start, it’s really tough to finalise the members of our team as i was searching for the best of the best… for the club’s sake. Members were not confirmed and there were many cases that some of them wanted to quit due to commitment problems. As the leader of the team, it’s really tough to handle 7 other members and at the same time persuade and even beg them to remain in the team as i didn’t want last minute back-up from the team itself.  Everyone has their individual problems so the hardest part of being the leader is to put myself in 7 shoes and and being more selfless.

I will always try to cater to the members although i do have my own say [or else being pointed as the leader is pretty pointless] and rights for the team. Right now, i’m happy with the final members and i hope we can perform as a powerful team.

Sometimes i still feel that there’s an ounce of bad luck left in me. Recently, there were so many unpleasant things happened and i was really disappointed after all that i’ve been through. Every-time such things occur, i will try to calm myself down at the same time ignore those things. To me, if i keep thinking of all the negatives… i lose myself professionally.

Also, i was cheated $50 by this guy. If it’s not for him, i could have bought more props for the team! Right now, everyone else is suffering due to budget constraint. I really wish he could return my $50 back so that i can buy necessary things for my team. I really hate the feeling although i know i have contributed almost $100 even after the rest had contribute theirs. Was i cursed again? So far no one in the team tries to at least ask me about my current situation. It shatters me, really. I do have several breakdowns but des anyone knows that? Only Zee asked me about the team and tries to understand my situation. And i really appreciate her for helping me. 

All i want is for all of us to gain good experience. For my personal view, i joined this competition to win no matter what others may think of the entire piece. I really hope by watching the other teams perform, we would be at our best and nail every part of the dance. I hope we make our club proud. =]

A lotta happening things! Well a little bit actually.

Perhaps i needed a break. A break that can release tension from everything that’s happening…especially 23rd February being my worst day so far.

Anyway, last Sunday was a wholesome day as i got to eat a wholesome dinner with who else…Zee. We went to fish n co, since we already planned to go there a month ago. Once we got our food, i kept laughing at the hilarious moment. Zee’s plate had a fish too big it covered twice of my whole dinner! She ate swordfish and it was really huge. While she took time staring at her plate, i noticed a man kept glancing at her then the plate- and he repeatedly did that. Obviously he was shock. Such a small girl with humongous fish and a medium size man with a fish too small. Sad.

For the first time i ate faster than her- Amazingly. She didn’t manage to finish her food [obviously] because the serving was too big for her. Of course, the bill’s kinda big too. It costs $52 for the two of us. Overall, it’s not that worth it. I hate the outer layer of the fish. And to pay $3 for a coke is a little bit too costly. Anyway, it’s just to satisfy my cravings for fish.

The servings were too big that when we went for our class at Commonwealth the next day, Zee felt like puking and I had a terrible stomach pain. Ouch. After class, we went to Payar Lebar! The train ride would be a long one so we decided to buy a comic book each [Archie] and read it throughout the journey.

The main purpose of going there is to extend my hair! And buy tomato flavoured seaweed. yay! The resulting hair was quite good. Although it’s hard to style it. The colour combination is marvellous. A combination of red, natural purple and white blond. I’m so excited to flaunt my new hairstyle! lol. It’s pretty groovy. Not the perfect look but it’s way edgier than i imagined in the first place.

After extending my hair and Zee’s hair as well, we went to head for lunch. We ate a much more decent mee soto. It was really good. Anyway, I was rather insecure about my hair that i went to toilet 3 times just to make sure that my hair looked perfectly fine. It’s the first time my fringe is ridiculously long so i had to go to the toilet just to make sure it’s not out of shape. Not that i’m vain but since i paid quite a lot for the hair, i have to take care of it or i’l be wasting money.

Well, I can’t wait for my original hair to grow so that my whole hair will look much natural. haha.